tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-65169645387354679602012-02-16T15:17:03.712+08:00becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.comBlogger501100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-72271324906240420752012-02-15T20:46:00.002+08:002012-02-15T20:55:40.168+08:00<span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">今天...一个人跑去问电脑词典的东西...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">看来还是要买RM798那个吧...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">反正都是要用很久的...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">就忍痛那样做咯...&gt;&lt;</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">过后..在等LRT的时候...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">自己坐在那里...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">一个女生也是后来坐下来...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">突然...她问我东西...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">在KL那么多骗子...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我自然很警惕啊....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">看来我样子很明显很害怕或者什么之类的...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">那女生连忙说...不要怕...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">然后问我会华语嘛...我说会...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">还以为她要我帮她看些什么...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">后来她就拿出来两份小手册....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">叫我拿回去看...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">后来我才知道原来是CHRISTIAN的东西...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">一场误会...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">不过里面就说要选择好的活动...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">叫人不要去滥交...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">难道我样子像嘛?=..=</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">不过她也是一番好意...就谢谢咯...</span></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">=)</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">小姐...放心啦...我一定没有能力去那样做..XD</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-7227132490624042075?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-86641257422477381722012-02-14T00:00:00.000+08:002012-02-14T00:00:00.241+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-Sfg1ilMdqdw/TzkLrt723KI/AAAAAAAAAKE/u0NRonpNQfs/s1600/ws_Bottlenose_Dolphins_1024.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-Sfg1ilMdqdw/TzkLrt723KI/AAAAAAAAAKE/u0NRonpNQfs/s320/ws_Bottlenose_Dolphins_1024.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5708606848361749666" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">情人节快乐!=)</span><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-8664125742247738172?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-27935879549260726342012-01-22T22:43:00.002+08:002012-01-22T23:05:14.158+08:00<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);font-size:130%;" >突然...自己竟然明白了些东西....<br />有一种如释重负的感觉...<br />真的...如果你可以放得下你的执着...<br />你就突然会明白了...<br />还能真心的笑出来...<br /><br />对...我真的是很喜欢你...<br />但我可以不用情人的身份去爱你...<br />我还是你的好朋友啊...<br />可以用一个好朋友的身份去喜欢你啊...<br />去帮你...什么都好....<br />就真的那么简单...<br />何必真的要那么执着那身份的问题呢....<br /><br />也或许这真的不是我们能走在一起的PERFECT TIMING....<br />也或许我们这辈子真的就差那么一点点缘分...<br />就只能做一对很好的朋友<br />对吧?<br />如果真的是真爱...<br />我真的不怕去等多那么一阵子...<br />反正上帝都给你安排好了...<br />自己就乖乖去遵守上帝的安排就好啦~~<br /><br />或许你真的觉得我很奇怪...<br />不是很明白我...<br />但我就是那么简单....<br />也没有心机什么的...<br />就只是简简单单的一个我...<br />=)<br /><br />其实...我并没有放下对你的爱...<br />但我觉得....<br />我不能那么自私的....<br />弄到大家那么不好过....<br />对一个人好...简简单单地...<br />又不一定非要是女朋友的身份不可...<br />难道朋友就不可以嘛?<br /><br />如果我们是真的注定走在一起....<br />到最后我们还是能在一起的...<br />如果根本就不行....<br />那当然最后也是不能吧...<br /><br />好了...<br />找到出路的我...<br />我希望我能快乐地去做每一件我想做的事....<br />我会努力向上的!!!!!!!!!!!<br />我保证我上课少钓一些鱼....少一点赴周公的约~~~!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);font-size:130%;" ><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">新年快乐....希望每个人都心想事成....!!!!!幸福快乐!!!</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-2793587954926072634?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-49076697167697774342012-01-09T21:28:00.002+08:002012-01-09T21:35:54.338+08:00<span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">今天一位小学朋友约了我出来见面...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我想...应该都不是什么友情不友情的啦...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">果然...是要介绍东西的...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">不过我都慢慢推了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">也有聊一些友情的东西...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我都没有钱...也没有人际网络...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">所以保险推销之类的....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我都不可能会中招啦...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">应该是说没有资格去中招...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">有一个学校朋友经过....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">O着嘴....肯定是因为我在和男生约会吧....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">真糟糕...我市场没有那么好....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">喜欢都喜欢标准美女吧...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">没有资格吧...<br /><br />我在做一件最后伤害的是我自己的事...<br />但我觉得值得...因为我真的是用我真心去尽我最后的努力...<br />虽然心里已经知道...结局一定是不好的...<br />无论是怎样都好...我都努力过...也会平静地去接受....<br />付出多少...和你得到的永远不能成整比...<br />但你努力过...至少不会有遗憾...<br /><br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-4907669716769777434?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-48395372529606059272012-01-06T21:15:00.002+08:002012-01-06T21:18:31.259+08:00<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:130%;" >如果你真的明白这道理...<br />你又是否看的出我微笑下的哀伤呢?</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-4839537252960605927?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-84305190892464759052012-01-04T21:23:00.002+08:002012-01-04T21:32:55.583+08:00<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-size:130%;" >昨晚...可以说都没有什么睡到...<br />5点多就正式起床了...<br />原因就是我爸爸整晚都没有回家...<br />凌晨3点多时还联络得上他...<br />过后就不能了...<br />担心肯定是有的...<br />如果只是喝醉了停在路旁还好...<br />我怕的不止是这样而已...<br />幸好...在上课之前...就已经能打到给他...<br />知道他没有事就好了...<br />不过我真的很想知道...<br />酒真的是那么好喝嘛?<br />为了它...搞垮自己身体值得嘛?<br /><br />说也说过了....<br />已经改变不了...<br />我真的只是希望没事就好了...<br />我不想每天就过着怕失去身边的人...<br />那样忧虑地过日子...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-size:130%;" >有时候...真的觉得很累...<br />我真的想过一点正常一点的日子都不行嘛?<br />快乐怎么好象对我来说那么难...那么远...<br />前一天...我朋友就对我说...<br />她新一年愿望就是做回自己...<br />不想再戴假面具做人...<br />我也希望我能...<br />我不想继续扮演对人笑背人愁的角色...<br />不想笑就不笑...要做的就去做~</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-8430519089246475905?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-69465370104522040262012-01-02T22:05:00.003+08:002012-01-02T22:30:22.742+08:00<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 153, 153);font-size:130%;" ><br /><br />我嘛...<br />根本就不会去爱...<br />后来...我以为我学会了...<br />但结果并不如我想象得好...<br />到头来全部都还只是梦一场...<br /><br />现在...我想...<br />爱可能真的不用去拥有...<br />能祝福别人过得好....<br />也已经很足够了...<br />不要一直人为自己被别人祝福才是幸福...<br />真正的幸福就是能坦然地去祝福别人...<br />有人会认为...<br />两个相爱的人走在一起就是幸福...<br />但是...<br />最基本的是...<br />哪一方都好...<br />当对方不在身边时也要幸福...<br />因为如果一个人都不幸福...<br />你又怎能令对方幸福呢?<br /><br />今天偶然在报纸上看到...<br />快乐其实就是拿得起放得下...<br />就是那么简单而已...<br />但人总是要痛苦过...伤过...流泪过...<br />才能体会到这道理...<br />既然能拿得起...为什么会放不下呢?<br /><br />其实很多道理我都懂...<br />但未必真的能做的到...<br />但我会努力在我生活里面学习...<br />用时间去证明我的努力...<br /><br />虽然有些事已经发生...<br />根本没有回头路再走回去...<br />我没有后悔我做得一切....<br />就算是再被伤害一遍...<br />我想我还是愿意的...<br />也不能再去想如果...<br />因为世界上根本就没有如果...<br /><br />新一年...<br />我的希望在上一篇也写了...<br />希望我能学会去爱身边的每一个人...<br />关心值得关心的人...<br />虽然有时候用自己的方式去对人好...<br />别人会不领情甚至只会觉得好笑...<br />但没有必要去仇恨别人...<br />做个简单的人就好了...<br /><br />我刚看完的一本书...<br />里面有一个词是我非常喜欢的...<br />那就是...<br />"守护者"<br />我觉得很喜欢...<br />希望我能当我身边的每一个人的守护者...<br />默默地去为别人...守护着别人...<br />很多时候嘴巴说的未必可靠...<br />默默地付出或许比嘴上的承诺来的可靠的多...<br />做了也未必需要说出口...<br />心里真正那句永远都说不出口...<br />那比较符合我的性格...</span><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-ue_QK58kHIw/TwG6Yvh4KSI/AAAAAAAAAJ4/eSoRVGPkGKs/s1600/51049_1154692104_pray_child.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 280px; height: 280px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-ue_QK58kHIw/TwG6Yvh4KSI/AAAAAAAAAJ4/eSoRVGPkGKs/s320/51049_1154692104_pray_child.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5693036338211203362" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 102); font-weight: bold;">Pray for everything!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 102); font-weight: bold;">Hope that my angel still aside of me~</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-6946537010452204026?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-89178895964169672242011-12-30T21:40:00.002+08:002011-12-30T22:13:23.613+08:00<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:130%;" >2011即将过去了...<br />这一年...<br />对我来说...<br />发生的事实在是太多了...<br />不过过去了就让它成为过去...<br /><br />这些都是曾经...<br />没有必要让它影响着我的现在和未来...<br />当然...曾经也很重要的...<br />因为没有曾经...根本就不会有现在和未来...<br /><br />快乐的定义是什么...<br />我早就觉得很模糊了...<br />如果一个人必须要伤心过才会有快乐...<br />或者快乐过后又是伤心...<br />那么如果我有选择...<br />我宁愿没有快乐..<br />一切都是一条直线...没有起伏的一条直线...<br />一切都是安安静静的...<br /><br />其实...生活里面的每一个细节...<br />每一个快乐不快乐...<br />似乎早就安排好了...<br />不快乐和困难...就当作是神给你的考验...<br />你跨过了...你就会有所领悟...<br />快乐不是一定拥有的...<br />因为那只是额外给你的bonus...<br />没有...你也不可以强求...<br />人...只要会对生活里的每一件小事...<br />都有着感恩的心...容易知足...<br />其实你就是个快乐的人了...<br /><br />每个人对快乐的定义都不同...<br />那只在于你是怎么想的...<br />有些人追求物质上的享受...有些人则麻木追求感情上得到满足...<br />但是我们不可以那么自私...<br />一直靠别人来寻找自己的快乐...<br />其实快乐应该是来之自己...而非别人...<br />满足也应该是来之自己...不是靠别人的...<br /><br />经过了那么多事...<br />我只想做回一个简单的人...<br />一个简单的人...快乐应该会比较容易...<br />学习去爱身边每一个人...<br />关心你值得去关心的人...<br />没必要去算对一个人好...你就打算拿回同等价值的好...<br />世界从来就是不公平的...<br />生活中的每一件事...<br />付出往往与收获不同等...<br />但请不要抱怨啊...就像我之前讲的...<br />把每一个难关当作考验啊...<br />过经历了...你会加一个经验...<br />就像你打GAME一样...<br />经验多了...你就会LEVEL UP~<br />同样道理而已...<br /><br />所以...<br />努力去付出...<br />不要奢望得到回报...<br />你付出的当而...其实你已经得到了许多...<br />只是你选择去看不好的一面...而忽略了好的那一面...<br />情况或许根本就没有你想到那么坏...<br />学会感恩发生在你身上每一件好的不好的事...<br />那么你就很快乐很幸福了...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-8917889596416967224?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-20288867162077361062011-12-29T22:51:00.003+08:002011-12-29T23:04:32.756+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-DbrWEETGbyc/TvyAOxo6WVI/AAAAAAAAAJg/JcPRiEFfHo0/s1600/DSC01977.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-DbrWEETGbyc/TvyAOxo6WVI/AAAAAAAAAJg/JcPRiEFfHo0/s320/DSC01977.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5691565020420921682" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">这就是我买错了的东西...</span><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">本来我想要买的是水像ENO差不多...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">丢进水会变成橙汁的...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">好可惜...竟然买错了一粒粒吃的....</span></span><br /><br /><br /><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-usYZ144FJzA/Tvx-96oWn-I/AAAAAAAAAJM/TTleVC-kPws/s1600/DSC01971.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-usYZ144FJzA/Tvx-96oWn-I/AAAAAAAAAJM/TTleVC-kPws/s320/DSC01971.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5691563631265095650" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">今天一早起身...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我的左眼就肿到剩下一条线...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">所以...为了不吓到人...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我一整天都是那样的MARK哥LOOK~~~</span></span><br /><br /><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-XqhtdPgy4fE/Tvx-9h45mDI/AAAAAAAAAI8/vdkU7RBMtFA/s1600/DSC01968.JPG"><br /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-1OvK3DrRbNY/Tvx-9dJhkcI/AAAAAAAAAIw/YxzTYx1-2Cw/s1600/DSC01967.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-1OvK3DrRbNY/Tvx-9dJhkcI/AAAAAAAAAIw/YxzTYx1-2Cw/s320/DSC01967.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5691563623351161282" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">这是我今早看到的玩具...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">是我姐的童年玩具...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">不过我真的是今天才第一次见到这玩意~~</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">叫'钓鱼'~~</span></span><br /><br /><br /></div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-XqhtdPgy4fE/Tvx-9h45mDI/AAAAAAAAAI8/vdkU7RBMtFA/s1600/DSC01968.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-XqhtdPgy4fE/Tvx-9h45mDI/AAAAAAAAAI8/vdkU7RBMtFA/s320/DSC01968.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5691563624623609906" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 102);"><span style="font-size:130%;">所以...出于好奇...<br />我今天一整天都是在玩'钓鱼'...<br />是戴着墨镜玩'钓鱼'玩了一整天~<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">我要珍惜'钓鱼'还没有送给我表姐的那群怪兽拥有之前...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">要好好用我剩下的假期玩~~~'钓鱼'~~</span></span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-2028886716207736106?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-7849541513500127302011-12-27T21:53:00.005+08:002011-12-27T22:08:21.739+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">以下都是我新拥有的宝贝~</span> <span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />虽然现在还喜欢这些东西...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">别人会觉得很幼稚...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />但没有办法...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />小时候没有的...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />所以现在喜欢也算祢补一下咯...</span></span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-gx_U6IcVmVU/TvnOhGx82xI/AAAAAAAAAH0/eoCGZJF_Tfo/s1600/DSC01964.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-gx_U6IcVmVU/TvnOhGx82xI/AAAAAAAAAH0/eoCGZJF_Tfo/s320/DSC01964.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5690806672310459154" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/--TV_u9SsZ1c/TvnOgyRc3cI/AAAAAAAAAHo/kBsp3yrU7xQ/s1600/DSC01963.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/--TV_u9SsZ1c/TvnOgyRc3cI/AAAAAAAAAHo/kBsp3yrU7xQ/s320/DSC01963.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5690806666805435842" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-zmJV6WQ19yk/TvnOeDz4_XI/AAAAAAAAAHg/m59QSZ4CKpY/s1600/DSC01966.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-zmJV6WQ19yk/TvnOeDz4_XI/AAAAAAAAAHg/m59QSZ4CKpY/s320/DSC01966.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5690806619973680498" border="0" /></a> <span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 其实...我只是要里面的那个胶檫而已~~</span></span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">STITCH ZAI~~~</span></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 0);font-size:130%;" >我最喜欢的卡通之一~~~<br />破坏王!!!</span><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-Z4dMs9BXTyg/TvnP_rbpl0I/AAAAAAAAAIM/GSwISxeoNQk/s1600/DSC01960.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-Z4dMs9BXTyg/TvnP_rbpl0I/AAAAAAAAAIM/GSwISxeoNQk/s320/DSC01960.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5690808297056737090" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-HpcBOEu3ttg/TvnQAfOzLdI/AAAAAAAAAIk/JV6q9njYkLM/s1600/DSC01962.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-HpcBOEu3ttg/TvnQAfOzLdI/AAAAAAAAAIk/JV6q9njYkLM/s320/DSC01962.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5690808310961483218" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-anjuYo_ikdY/TvnP_x5iNLI/AAAAAAAAAIY/PxVRvDsy1mI/s1600/DSC01961.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-anjuYo_ikdY/TvnP_x5iNLI/AAAAAAAAAIY/PxVRvDsy1mI/s320/DSC01961.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5690808298792694962" border="0" /></a> <span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 好喜欢这个表情~~~=W=<br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);">*******************************</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);">人...无论是什么年纪...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);">都能保留一点点童心...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);">那么你会更容易觉得满足及快乐~</span><br /></span></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);font-size:130%;" >***********************************</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-784954151350012730?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-76854274705637926102011-12-24T23:54:00.002+08:002011-12-24T23:58:43.667+08:00<iframe src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/r8KLq_29Uns?fs=1" allowfullscreen="" width="459" frameborder="0" height="344"></iframe><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">圣诞节是我觉得很浪漫的一个日子...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">所以在这里放一首在我心里最浪漫的一首歌曲...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Everytime i close my eyes~</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Merry X'mas~</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-7685427470563792610?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-33761908539778981572011-12-15T21:52:00.001+08:002011-12-15T21:53:51.316+08:00<iframe src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/82VIU3L6eco?fs=1" allowfullscreen="" width="459" frameborder="0" height="344"></iframe><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">今天,突然看到这个...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">觉得很喜欢...因为很多部分...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">都和我一样</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-3376190853977898157?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-15747165474862634192011-12-13T21:09:00.002+08:002011-12-13T21:13:28.974+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-QCSTkJgJmtY/TudOxsQBNuI/AAAAAAAAAHQ/EyY_jC56L9E/s1600/windmill-1024x768.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-QCSTkJgJmtY/TudOxsQBNuI/AAAAAAAAAHQ/EyY_jC56L9E/s320/windmill-1024x768.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5685599670177445602" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">*********************************</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">人生就像风车一样</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">时时刻刻都在变化</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">人总是徘徊在快乐与痛苦的边缘</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">这就是人生的定律</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">**********************************</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-1574716547486263419?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-88973856092852063482011-12-11T14:34:00.001+08:002011-12-11T14:41:52.552+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-3_Vx_ki8tuE/TuRPgmB2_xI/AAAAAAAAAHE/nfgBc1Llyqk/s1600/windmill-c.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 258px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-3_Vx_ki8tuE/TuRPgmB2_xI/AAAAAAAAAHE/nfgBc1Llyqk/s320/windmill-c.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5684756051031162642" border="0" /></a><br /><pre style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:130%;">一个关于<a href="http://wenwen.soso.com/z/Search.e?sp=S%E9%A3%8E%E8%BD%A6&amp;ch=w.search.intlink" target="_blank">风车</a>的传说<br />一起坐风车的恋人最终会以分手告终<br />但当风车达到最高点时<br />如果与恋人亲吻<br />就会永远一直走下去<br /><br />传说风车的每个盒子里都装满了幸福<br />当我们仰望风车的时候<br />就是在仰望幸福<br /><br />幸福有多高<br />风车就有多高<br />当我们渴望得到幸福但幸福又迟迟没有到来的时候<br />试着坐上风车等待它慢慢升高<br />直到最顶端<br />俯视所看到的一切<br />其实我们所要的幸福很简单<br />从那里往下看<br />人都很渺小<br />我相信<br />世界虽大<br />但总有属于我们<a style="font-weight: bold;" href="http://wenwen.soso.com/z/Search.e?sp=S%E7%AE%80%E5%8D%95%E7%9A%84%E5%B9%B8%E7%A6%8F&amp;ch=w.search.intlink" target="_blank">简单的幸福</a><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><br />所以<br />当我们感到不幸福的时候<br />试着去坐风车<br />等待着所谓的幸福高度<br /><br />他们说<br />眺望风车的人都是在眺望幸福</span></pre><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"><span style="font-weight: bold;">我一直都很喜欢风车和摩天轮...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">却不知道在它们背后有那么美丽的传说...</span><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-8897385609285206348?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-28003512111055288872011-12-09T20:55:00.001+08:002011-12-09T20:57:50.096+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">*****************************************************************</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 153, 0);font-size:130%;" ><em style="font-style: italic;">经历过上帝之真实的人也许都会承认，<br />上帝常常没有按照我们所愿、所计划、所设想的给我们，<br />但祂却经常给了我们意料之外的恩典，以致我们总是一阵又一阵地惊叹</em><span style="font-style: italic;">...</span><br /><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 153, 0);font-size:130%;" >所以只需做好自己的本份，其他的...<br />都會有衪的計劃與安排，自己不用太憂心，那麼，得失都變得易於面對了</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">******************************************************************</span><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-2800351211105528887?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-78391197846271473672011-12-03T22:13:00.002+08:002011-12-03T22:20:58.168+08:00<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">一个聪明人...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">会选择将过去忘记...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">好的..坏的...都忘掉...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">所以活得很开心...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">一个笨的人...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">会选择把过去记住...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">好的...坏的...都记得...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">回忆就是他们的致命伤...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">我很想当个聪明人,但偏偏就是个笨的人...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">才会把不应该记得的都牢牢记得...</span><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;">才会让自己在回忆里走不出来..</span>.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-7839119784627147367?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-7100667099637639342011-11-29T21:45:00.001+08:002011-11-29T21:45:58.351+08:00<iframe src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/VDfS306tcr8?fs=1" allowfullscreen="" width="459" frameborder="0" height="344"></iframe><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-710066709963763934?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-45703322001427383682011-11-26T21:53:00.000+08:002011-11-26T21:53:42.616+08:00<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">突然,有种很乏力的感觉...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">等待是很痛苦的一件事...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">尤其是无期限的等待...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">不知道有没有结果的等待...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">同样令人觉得无奈...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">对人的重视...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">其实对方可能根本对你毫不在乎...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">这种感受一点都不好受...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">但我还是有一天没有一天地在做这事情...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">不知道我还能撑多久...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">虽然表面上我都装做若无其事...乐观的...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">其实心里还是失落的...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">只是都没有表露出来而已...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">到底...我应该再努力等下去...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">还是学会慢慢放手...?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">现在,我只努力扮演着好朋友这个角色...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">其实我在乎...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">但我没有办法去再进步了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">我只做这好朋友应该做的事情...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">稍微over的事情...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">我都没有勇气再去做了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">哪怕关心...都怕是多余的...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">怕是令人觉得反感...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">所以渐渐地也不再做什么了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">我怕做了别人也不当一回事...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">除了那样,我已经不懂可以做什么了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">我是不是应该放手,放过别人,也放过自己呢?</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-4570332200142738368?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-85581359172435369692011-11-18T21:36:00.000+08:002011-11-18T21:36:14.101+08:00<span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">今天...又和我那最好的姐妹出去了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">她啊..还是惯性地迟到啊~~~~~</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">有了她...突然觉得心情会暂时地轻松...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">因为我可以做回我自己...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我们谈了好多好多...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">很多都是她讲学校的东西...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我要帮她分析每件事...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">分享着自己的经验与过去...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">本来都是轻松的话题...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">渐渐地...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">也越谈越深入...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">也聊到我的疮疤,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">也就是我的童年,我的家...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">很多人都认为...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">一个家,只要成员都齐全...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">就是一个家...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">其实对我...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我的家...只是一个外表给人觉得圆满的躯壳...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">实际上里面一点爱的成分都没有...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">小时候...我其实就一直问自己....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">为什么我的家都和别人不一样?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">怎么我那么奇怪啊?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">为什么我没有被妈妈爸爸那样对待过的啊?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">后来...我也知道那所谓的奇怪是怎么一回事...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">原来,我从小到大都是在一个没有爱的"家"成长的...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我的朋友是单亲家庭长大的...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">但连她都说自己都比我好...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">因为她的家人给到爱她...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我就觉得真的好自卑...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">为什么我一个有爸爸,有妈妈...有完一切的家...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">是那么缺陷的?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">以前,我会好羡慕一个有爱的家庭...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">哪怕是经济不富裕的...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">吃的不需要最好...穿的不一定是明牌...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">但..现在...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">或许我还是得接受现实..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">那就是我没有这福气的事实...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我朋友听完我说的一切...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">她也对我说...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">她比我幸运....她没有一个别人眼中圆满的家...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">但她凭着剩下的家庭成员的爱...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">她还是比我幸福很多很多...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">她突然对我说...她的舅舅...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">最近被诊断出患了骨癌....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">而且应该只剩下最多半年的时间了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">他最大的儿子....才刚小六毕业而已...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">但他儿子很孝顺...懂事....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">儿子突然问妈妈...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">******************************</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">为什么别人的爸爸病了会好,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我爸爸病了那么久还不好呢?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">******************************</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">再懂事...他还只是个天真的孩子...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">他可能什么是cancer都不知道....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我听到我朋友说到这里...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">其实我眼泪突然就在眼睛打转了....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我觉得....可能他们父子缘真的比一般人短...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">换一个角度想,他们也一起度过了幸福的12年...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">有时候...爱....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">并没有人会去计较它的长短...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">只会有计较它的宽度....也就是过程中的爱....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">但在怎样...我真的祈祷他们能一起度过更多的12年...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我真的很羡慕这一切...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">虽然随时都会失去的一切....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">至少他们曾经一起拥有过那么多...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">体会过那么多爱...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">而我呢...可能到我死那一刻...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我想起来...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我可真想不出我能在家感受到一点爱...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">对...我有书读有饭吃....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">以后...以后工作了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我也会履行我身为一个女儿应该做的事...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">就是提供钱让你们花...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">但你问我会不会去爱你们...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我可以答你...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我不会....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我只知道这是我的责任...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">只是责任...而不是爱...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">过后,我问我朋友:</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">有人说我太保护自己...你觉得我是嘛?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">她就答我:</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">你真的是那种人....但这并不是对与错的问题...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">你在那样的家庭下长大...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">环境的不允许下...你只有那样才能让自己支持到现在..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">这已经是很不容易了....</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">其实...她就算不答我...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我心中也有谱的...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我是那样的人...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">谁不希望做个笑容派...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">但我有那样的机会嘛...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">你们试过那样长大嘛?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">谁会体会过我那种痛...谁曾了解过?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">所以我才会被训练到给人那么坚强的感觉...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">如果有的选择,谁还会想坚强?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">爱...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">对一般人来说...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">可能垂手可得...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">对我来说...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">却遥不可及....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">也可能今生今世我都拥有不到...</span><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-8558135917243536969?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-9192381179503380032011-10-25T21:07:00.001+08:002011-10-25T21:20:50.355+08:00<span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: 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mso-style-noshow:yes; mso-style-priority:99; mso-style-qformat:yes; mso-style-parent:""; mso-padding-alt:0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; mso-para-margin-top:0in; mso-para-margin-right:0in; mso-para-margin-bottom:10.0pt; mso-para-margin-left:0in; line-height:115%; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:11.0pt; font-family:"Calibri","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-font-family:Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin; mso-hansi-font-family:Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font:minor-latin;} </style> <![endif]--> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">天秤座</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;" lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">我想要和你一起慢慢变老。</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">那些太过激荡起伏的爱情，天秤没有足够的力量去承受，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">所以只能欣赏，而不是选择经历，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">虽然绚丽的花火的确能留下令人回味无穷的浪漫记忆，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">但爱情毕竟是两个人一辈子的事，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">不需要带给别人多大的震撼与感动，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">只需要彼此心心相惜，将爱融入到分分钟的生活中，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">微笑着面对面，一起慢慢变老，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">而不变的永远是那份情。</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" > </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">天平座的暗恋</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">身为天秤，出生在秋天的天秤，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">忧郁是与生俱来的</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;" >--</span><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">尽管人前你见不到一个愁眉苦脸的她，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">甚至很多人认为天秤是一个大大咧咧的粗线条女人。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">天秤太善于伪装，或者说，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">不愿意让不了解的自己的人过多地知道自己的心情。</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;" > </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">在爱中，尤其如此。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">天秤的爱永远像是暗恋：</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">有好感的时候，听到对方的名字，看到对方的身影，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">都会有一种不一样的感觉，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">但是自己会很克制不表现出来。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">即使有机会在一起，在众人当中，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">天秤跟谁都谈笑自如，亲切有加，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">惟独对自己在意的那个人，远远的，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">只用余光感受他的存在。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">他的一个表情，一句话，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">都在天秤心里引起阵阵涟漪。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">这样做的结果，往往是求近而得远。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">但是没有办法，天秤就是这样无法克服自己的本能。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">面对喜欢的人，会莫名地自卑，羞怯。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">其实天秤是很善于和异性相处的，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">从小到大，也不缺乏哥们似的朋友。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">但是，对自己喜欢的那个人，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">她做不到那样洒脱。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">哪怕只是主动地打个招呼，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">也会紧张对方会不会看透自己的心思。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">天秤期待爱，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">但又恐惧爱的力量会将自己拖入万劫不复的深渊。</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;" > </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">即使两个人最终相爱了，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">天秤依然表现得冷静有余，热情不足。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">她会在任何时刻想到你，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">天气的变化，随便遇到的什么人或者事，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); 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lang="ZH-CN">甚至想得太周到连你自己都想不到的周到。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">她会为你的某个失误找各种各样的借口，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">在质问你之前已经原谅了你，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">但是还是要你一个解释，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">一个简单的合理或者不合理的解释就轻易能让她释怀。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">她会为要不要给你打电话或者发短信犹豫很久，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">生怕打扰到你或者令你不方便不耐烦。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">她会想象出无数个美好的相处场景，沉浸其中不能自拔。</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;" > </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">但这一切，她不会让你知道。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">天秤并不缺少爱的能量，但缺少爱的勇气。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">或者说，如果有什么是天秤不能为你做的事情的话，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">那就是放弃自尊。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">自尊是天秤的最后一块堡垒，生死共存。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">天秤看上去开朗，其实细腻而心重。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">她一生都在期待真正懂她的感情的那个人。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">你来了，她有多么激动；</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">可是，她又不敢相信那个人真的就是你。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">她等得太久太苦，以至于都绝望了。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">所以当那个人出现的时候，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">她反而慌乱失措了。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">她不知道如何在一个热烈的爱人与优雅的女人之间做出选择，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">你更喜欢哪一个呢？她不断地问自己。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">一方面，她也会问：我这样做会不会失去自我？</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">他会喜欢这样的我吗？如果她不喜欢，我怎么样做回自己？</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;" > </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">这样复杂而强烈的情绪，你不会真正体味得到。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">天秤掩饰得那么好，只会对你微笑，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">即使流泪，也是静静的，不会哭喊发作。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">如果有伤害，她会一个人反复回味，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">直到在痛的重复体验中失去痛的敏感，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">再原谅你，继续。她不大会谴责，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">不大会推卸责任，她永远把错先揽在自己一边。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">甚至归结为自己个性的缺陷。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">天秤在爱里的自卑使她不得不这样在黑暗里爱着。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">她怕你知道她的</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;" >“</span><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">不好</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;" >”</span><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">，她自以为是的不好。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">也怕你为她而难过伤心，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">那样还不如她自己独自忍受。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">也许伤到最后，天秤发现自己无力再承受了，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">她会安静地走开。绝望与崩溃，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">也不会让你看到，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">哪怕她痛苦到极点，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">你看到的，仍然是一个平静的天秤；</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">顶多，有些冷漠。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">那冷漠也未必是针对你，很可能，是针对爱的。</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;" > </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">天秤知道，最输不起的，就是感情。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">交付起来，是一点点，一滴滴，直至沦陷。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">破碎时，却是大厦倾颓，天昏地暗。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">她了解人性中的任何世俗与卑微的心理，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">她怕自己柔弱的爱情成为这些丑恶的猎物。</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;" ><br /></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;" >--</span><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">这就是天秤，即使受伤，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">她依然会把过错归于人性的弱点，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">而不会，真正地去恨。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">你看到她淡淡地来，淡淡地去了，</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=";font-family:SimSun;" lang="ZH-CN">却不知道，她的心无声地碎裂成了什么样子。</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;" lang="ZH-CN"> </span></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;">天秤对喜欢的人表面上都是不在乎的。<br />也是忽冷忽热的。<br />秤儿不喜欢随便承诺，最多只说喜欢，很少说爱。</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;"><br />不会轻易相信爱，<br />会对喜欢的人冷静地说狠话。<br />秤儿很会笑，可笑的时候心里却在哭。<br />用笑声来隐藏心中的那份悲伤和空虚。</span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;">天秤，是一边逃离人群一边喊着孤独的怪物。<br />天秤不喜欢朋友的背叛，<br />即使被朋友背叛也不会去记恨。一定磊落，但不一定光明。<br />总想成全别人，即使会失去一切，也装作不在乎。</span></span></pre> <p style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;">天秤座，上帝的失误，最悲伤的星座。</span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;">不会随便爱上某个人。</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span></span></pre> <p style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;">很专一，一旦喜欢上一个人就会很致命，<br />就会刻骨铭心，即使不说出口。</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;">不爱说话，外热内冷，让人无法接近，<br />是因为还没有真正走进它的内心世界。</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:SimSun;"> </span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;">可以看着喜欢的人转身离开，<br />望着他的背影泪流满面，却不肯开口挽留。</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:SimSun;"> </span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;">很决绝，一但让它死心或真受伤，<br />它会立马消失在你的世界中，<br />即使一百万个不愿意。</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:SimSun;"> </span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;">害怕孤独，想依赖人，却从来不曾真的去依赖，<br />因为已习惯独立孤独。</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:SimSun;"> </span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;">很简单，不喜欢跟别人去争些什么，<br />吵些什么，除非触及底线</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;">。</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:SimSun;"> </span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;">看似坚强，<br />其实在平静的外表下，<br />内心很容易受伤。</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:SimSun;"> </span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;">会伪装，即使遍体鳞伤，<br />还是固执的假装一副无所谓的样子。</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:SimSun;"> </span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;">吃醋时不爱说话，也不会明讲。<br />只是你会发现秤子有点气嘟嘟的一个人生闷气，<br />说话语气有点阴阳怪调，</span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;">自然就不会给你好脸色看了。</span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:SimSun;"> </span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;">天秤对于自己内心真正的想法很少对人倾诉，<br />因为天枰深知沉默才能坚强，<br />所以，除了天枰自己之外没有人能真正了解天枰</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:SimSun;"> </span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;">天秤座女人更容易受到伤害。因为她们有天生敏锐的第六感。<br />她不在乎金钱、地位。但她在乎被爱。</span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;">她容易感到的寂寞、孤独。<br />如果你伤害了她。<br />她会把错误先揽在自己一边去原谅你。<br />但是当她发现自己无力再承受这爱的痛苦时。<br />她会安静地走开。选择放弃。<br />不要对她说谎。再高明的谎言也逃不过她的敏锐。<br />不要以为她不知道你在欺骗。<br />她不动声色只是因为她在思考。没有做出最后决定。<br />而她的决定。<br />通常情况下都是放弃。<br />即便她对你有无限的爱和不舍。</span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:SimSun;"> </span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;">你眼中的天秤，不爱你却不明说，卑鄙！<br />真正的天秤，是太善良，怕伤害了你。<br />天秤的善良，表现在宁可把自己伤害得体无完肤，<br />也不会说说来，<br />只是努力地忍受着，<br />为你而感动，却无法拒绝你。</span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;">你眼中的天秤，不懂真正的爱情，轻浮！<br />真正的天秤，<br />是不会轻易说出爱，最多会说喜欢。<br />在怕麻烦的天秤来说，<br />爱的负担太沉重，她一个人承担不起。<br />如果是真正地爱上一个人。天秤要用一句话来说，<br />就是：宁为万人死，独为一人活。就是万人要她去死，<br />为了众人的幸福，天秤是话不多说地选择死亡的。<br />而只要那个她最爱的人，要她活下去，<br />一句话，她也会有冷眼对天下而活的豪气！<br />宁可与天下相对而不惜的决然！</span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;">甩掉天秤很容易，只要给一个理由，<br />就算是你编出来的。不管理由是真是假，<br />但请你亲口讲出来，天平都会离开，<br />秤子不会纠缠，也不会乞求爱，更不会要施舍的爱。</span><span lang="ZH-CN"><br /></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;">同样，天秤死去的爱情，是绝对没有可能爱火重燃的。</span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;">秤儿的伪装，<br />其实，他们都是可怜的孩子，<br />对这个世界太没有安全感。</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;"><br />有时一个细微的动作，一句看似无心的话语，<br />都容易让天秤重新缩回保护自己的伪装中。</span><span lang="ZH-CN"><br /><br /></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;">秤儿审视自己时，感觉有些陌生，<br />因为他们把内心世界掩饰得连自己都骗过了。</span><span lang="ZH-CN"><br /></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;">没人知道秤儿微笑的背后藏的是什么，<br />很多事情说不出来，<br />也只有自己懂。死去的是心，<br />谁也救不活。</span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;">天秤喜欢和自己喜欢的人斗斗嘴，却不会大声吵架，<br />或者说根本不会吵架。你想吵，<br />可以，天秤只会转头走人。<br />超能忍。比如明明想见一个人，却不会见面。<br />比如明明想知道谁的消息，<br />却什么都不问。除非不想忍。</span></span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></pre><pre style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;">天秤，徘徊在幸福与悲伤，现实与幻想，<br />坚强与温柔之间的秤子。<br />别看她平时笑嘻嘻的，甚至八面玲珑，<br />秤子内心是十分寂寞的。<br />在人面前只是有一层厚厚的纱，<br />挡在了天秤真实自我的面前，<br />而面纱后的秤子却有着谁也不知道的辛酸</span>……<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;"><br />天秤展现的往往不是真正的自己，<br />它想把自己隐藏起来，<br />只躲在自己的世界，<br />也许这也是一种浪漫吧</span>……</span></pre> <p style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p><p style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;">我一直以为是我自己性格不好...</span></p><p style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;">原来...从我出生的那一刻...</span></p><p style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;">我已经注定是要那样的...</span></p><p style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;">以上都可能是针对我性格所写...</span></p><p style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;">有我意想不到的准...</span></p><p style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;">对,我就是那样的人...</span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">你们都明白了嘛?</span><br /></span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-919238117950338003?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-52885708592126210002011-10-24T21:21:00.001+08:002011-10-24T21:25:02.569+08:00<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">发生意外后...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">爸,再也没有和我说过一句话...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">或许是对我很失望了吧.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">妈,到现在还一直骂我...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">其实...我只在意我爸怎样看我...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">妈..相对的...没感觉...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">因为妈只是名义上的东西...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">她...从来就没爱过我...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">我都只放在心里...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">其实...我的心都冷了...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">因为...这次意外...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">让我对我妈更加心冷了...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">因为她只心疼她的钱...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">她连一声问我有没有事都没说...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">连今天...我姑姑都差点看不过眼...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">她想出声帮我...但我按住了她...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">我不想令到局面更加坏...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">我不想因为我...令到周围环境更糟糕...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">我是扫把星...我懂的....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">因为这句话...由我小时候懂事以来...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">我妈都是那样说我的...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">我现在没有在别人面前哭...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">也是她一手训练出来的...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">因为小时候开始...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">在她面前哭...许多刻心的话都会出现...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">那不是愤怒是没有理智的话...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">是真心的话...我都懂...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">不是说我说气话...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">有妈妈会对一个几岁的孩子说...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">你是扫把星...我不应该生你出来...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">为什么你会是我女儿...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">她还说过我是垃圾桶拾回来的...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">这真的会是一个妈妈对孩子说的话嘛...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">这已经令这个孩子蒙上了深深的阴影...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">从此,这个孩子已经穿上了厚厚的保护层去保护自己不受伤害...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">对人总是隐藏着自己...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">因为表露出真的自己...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">伤害会是无法复原的...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">无论我再怎么被伤...我还抱有一线希望去修补这段亲情....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">但你却一次一次令我失望...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">以后...我都会做回你想要的女儿的本身...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">就是赚钱还回你投资在我身上的...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">你最爱的是你的钱...是你自己...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">不是爸...不是孩子...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">崩溃过后的我...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">平静之后想了好多好多...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">发觉我在亲情上...友情上...爱情上...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">都有一个共同点...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">就是都是失败者...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">三种关系中...我没有一种是抓得牢...掌握得好...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">我不会去爱...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">试了...还是爱不到...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">我连自己都不爱了...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">也再也爱不到身边的每一个人...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">现在...我仿佛在放弃着自己...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">慢慢地穿会保护层...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">去做一个不再是我的我了...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">最后...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">给你,</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">John</span><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">的话:</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">你说过我了...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">说我太保护自己...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">但我没有办法不这样做...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">我在家庭...每一种其他关系中...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">受过太多伤害了...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">当我以为你是我的钥匙时..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">选择去打开自己时...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">你却消失了...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">这不是你的错...我没有怪过恨过你...真的...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">这是你的选择..你的自由...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">你没有责任去那样做...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">也不要去自责...好嘛?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">你是我唯一想去依赖的人...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">我以为在那么多家庭...友情或其他的伤害中...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">我可以去依赖你...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">在你身上找到我没有感受过的爱....你的呵护...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">但那已经不能了...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">你真的不要因为我这样再去内疚...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">那只会令我更加心疼...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">答应我...不要再去内疚...好嘛?</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">你对我还有没有感觉都好...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">爱不爱我都好...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">这次听我的...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">好好的生活...过你的每一天...好嘛?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">这只是我爱你的最后一个要求...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">我宁愿我难受...我也不想看到你内疚...你不开心...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">好了...说完了...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">接下来是我对我自己说的话...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">我....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">会再次穿上那保护层....<br />不在对人付出真心...<br />好好保护自己...<br /><br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-5288570859212621000?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-77330229603750171022011-10-23T21:27:00.004+08:002011-10-23T21:34:58.729+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-size:130%;" ><iframe style="font-weight: bold;" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/Ab7V1YwSFMI?fs=1" allowfullscreen="" width="459" frameborder="0" height="344"></iframe><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">如果这最后的结局</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">为何我还忘不了你</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">时间改变了我们</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">告别了单纯</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">如果重逢也无法继续</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">失去才算是永恒</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">惩罚我的认真</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">是我太过天真</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">难道我就这样过我的一生</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">我的吻注定吻不</span></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-size:130%;color:red;" >到</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">最爱的人</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">为你等 </span></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:130%;color:red;" >从</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">一</span></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:130%;color:red;" >开始</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">盼</span></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:130%;color:red;" >到</span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:130%;color:red;" >现在</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-size:130%;" ><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">也同样落的不可能</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">难道爱情可以转交给别人</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">但命运注定留不住我爱的人</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我不能 我怎么会愿意承认</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">你是我不该爱的人</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">如果再见是为了再分</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">失去才算是永恒</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">一次新的记忆为何还要再生</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">难道我就这样过我的一生</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">我的吻注定吻不</span></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;color:red;" >到</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">最爱的人</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">为你等 </span></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;color:red;" >从</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">一</span></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;color:red;" >开始</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">盼</span></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;color:red;" >到</span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;color:red;" >现在</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-size:130%;" ><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">也同样落的不可能</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">难道爱情可以转交给别人</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">但命运注定留不住我爱的人</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我不能 我怎么会愿意承认</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">你是我不该爱的人</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">拿什么作证</span><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;color:red;" >从</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">未想过爱一个人</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">需要那么残忍才证明爱的深</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">难道我就这样过我的一生</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">我的吻注定吻不</span></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:130%;color:red;" >到</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">最爱的人</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">为你等 </span></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:130%;color:red;" >从</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">一</span></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:130%;color:red;" >开始</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">盼</span></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:130%;color:red;" >到</span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:130%;color:red;" >现在</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-size:130%;" ><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">也同样落的不可能</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">难道爱情可以转交给别人</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">但命运注定留不住我爱的人</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">我不能 我怎么会愿意承认</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">你是我爱错了的人</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);"><br />错的时间遇上对的人...<br />对的时间遇上错的人...<br />也可能,错的时间遇上错的人...<br /></span></span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">或许,你真的是我爱错的人...是我不该爱的人...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">突然,好想听你的声音...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">可惜,没有勇气...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">就算又再扯上了...不是让我更痛苦嘛?</span><br /></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-7733022960375017102?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-87525084276562984132011-10-23T12:58:00.002+08:002011-10-23T13:06:37.088+08:00<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">刚才...我又再一次撞车了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">撞到路旁边的东西...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">不关别人事...都是自己的错...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">不想把责任推到别人身上...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">最近...都没有心情..精神去驾车...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">但说了家人都不理...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">我最近情绪有多低落....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">我都要藏起来...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">你们都不良解我....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">只会一味地去骂我....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">我也不想去说什么了....</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">但我真的忍不住了....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">我真的崩溃了....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">我一直要撑着....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">我真的撑不住了....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">我真的好累了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">我自己的压力...还要面对家里的压力...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">我真的撑不了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">为什么每次撞不直接让我死掉....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">我真的很痛苦了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">我不想要去受这些了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">我真的什么都不要了!!</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">天可以放过我嘛!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-8752508427656298413?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-61080943003998347482011-10-23T00:55:00.001+08:002011-10-23T00:56:43.033+08:00<iframe src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/OYq950hbk-Y?fs=1" allowfullscreen="" width="459" frameborder="0" height="344"></iframe><br />Suddenly, i like saxophone so much.<br />Especially Kenny G.<br />It make me forget about myself, for a moment.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-6108094300399834748?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-56394807339198570402011-10-22T23:50:00.000+08:002011-10-22T23:50:22.439+08:00<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">到了这时候...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">我才知道自己有多么不堪...多么软弱...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">每天...负面的情绪总是笼罩着我...挥之不去...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">我很害怕给自己稍微有空闲的时间...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">只是那么一刹那...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">泪水就已经在打转...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">恨的是自己那么不争气...那么没用...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">连自己的情绪都控制不了...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">我已经每天都在压抑自己...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">连电话里的东西也忍心不看...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">反正都是假象...看了....还都只是幸福的假象...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">那些都是你内疚做出的补偿...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">装出来的感动...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">全都只是内疚所制造出来的假象...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">这都是在攻击我泪腺的武器...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">因为...全部都不是真的....</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">其实...算来...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">你也只不过用了两个月时间...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">就放下了对我的感情...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">你所谓的爱我...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">不深吧...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">开学后的...都是我对你的误解...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">那时侯...你已经没有爱了...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">都是我自以为事的以为...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">你的感觉早已烟消云散...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">只是我的天真...无知...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">蒙蔽了我的双眼...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">现在...我到底多久才能复原呢....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">一星期...一个月...半年...还是更久...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">我不懂...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">现在的我...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">别说面对你...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">我连自己都面对不了...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">连我自己都在逃避我自己...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">或许...我这种人...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">还是应该回到我最初的原理...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">爱情都是不可靠的...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">我还是适合一个人...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">没有必要去改变....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">反正人由出世那一刻起就注定是孤独的...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">有人说过...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">人的一生...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">无论你快乐或者伤心...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">都有一个天使在你身旁守护着你....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">为什么...我却感觉不到了呢...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">还是它工作太忙了...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">没有时间守护我了呢...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">还是它已经离我而去了呢...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">现在...我连爱自己的能力都没有了...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;"> 又有什么资格说去爱别人呢...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">心中没有恨...没有恨任何人....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">你也没有必要去内疚...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">没有这个必要....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">因为那不再重要...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">那也不会对我有任何帮助...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">我不会因为你的内疚抱歉而站得起来的...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">我没有资格去怪任何人...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">我连爱的能力都没有了...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">又有什么资格去把责任推在别人身上呢?</span><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-5639480733919857040?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-3889844700408129732011-10-22T08:45:00.001+08:002011-10-22T08:46:28.559+08:00<iframe src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/whExnB4F-NI?fs=1" allowfullscreen="" width="480" frameborder="0" height="270"></iframe><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">我...已没有恨...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">没有一丝力气再去恨...去说...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">希望你...不再找我...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-388984470040812973?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-42801795788990479222011-10-21T22:10:00.000+08:002011-10-21T22:11:32.695+08:00<iframe src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/XSZgBX9yDnw?fs=1" allowfullscreen="" width="459" frameborder="0" height="344"></iframe><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;">容祖兒 答案 </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;">天漸漸亮　電話還掛不斷</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;">雨停不了　就連道別也聽不到</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;">就讓沉默　當做某段的陪伴</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;">我們的無奈　變得徬徨</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;">誰都不想為難</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;">為何放不下遺憾　碰不到愛的中央</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;">談不上承擔　也談不完</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;">我們原地打轉</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;">也許看不到永遠　到不了愛的終點</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;">誰都知道　那說不出的不安</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;">永遠沒有　答案</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;">天一片藍　以為它　多開朗</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;">雨落下來　原來它也會有哀傷</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;">就讓心酸　換作放手的打算</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;">我們的對望　各自希望</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;">誰都要更堅強</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;">喔　有什麼遺憾</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;">從來不問的答案</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;">等　我夠勇敢　我願意再往前看</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;">誰都知道　那說不出的不安</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;">永遠沒有　答案</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">感觉没了...爱没了....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">我不会再纠缠...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">爱不是内疚...不是施舍...不是同情...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">爱是爱...简单又复杂....</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">今天...知道你成功了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">恭喜你...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">这都是你自己努力的结果...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">与我无关...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">我的祈祷在真实中是帮不到你的...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">得知那一刻...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">我为你觉得快乐...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">泪水竟然滴在手机萤幕上...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">周围的学生用异样的眼光望着我...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">我无所谓...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">你能留与否...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">对我们的结局不会有改变...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">因为问题不再是它...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">最后...我只要求你不要再来这里看我...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">这里是我最后也是唯一能做回自己的地方...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">请让我自生自灭可以嘛?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">不要再理我...是我对你最后的要求...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">放心...我再痛....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">也再不会再哼一声...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">不会带给你任何麻烦...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">我会好好伪装自己的...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">记得...希望你答应我...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">别再来这里看我...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">不要再理会我...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-4280179578899047922?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-15738310198729671872011-10-20T22:10:00.000+08:002011-10-20T22:10:53.132+08:00<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:130%;" >你还是选择来这里看我嘛?<br /><br />为什么你就没有勇气把那些话当着我的面讲?<br /><br />那不是你想要的嘛?<br /><br />看到我现在这样子....看LIVE的不是更好嘛?<br /><br />你说我是最了解你的好朋友...<br /><br />我是嘛?<br /><br />我真的了解你嘛?<br /><br />怎么我觉得你突然变的那么陌生...<br /><br /><br /><br />昨天....我太失败了....<br />我竟然连你高不高兴我都察觉错了...<br />我一心以为我和你都是高兴的...<br />原来...从头到尾你都是在看我演一出闹剧给你笑吧....<br />你看到了...好笑嘛?<br /><br />我以为我们都是快乐的...<br />原来一切都只是假象....<br />我或许还未像以前一样....<br />真的相处得那么自然...<br />什么事都不是一下子就能回温的...<br />我只想一步一步来.....<br />有什么...两个人只要有心什么都能克服...<br />但原来你是来看我出丑的......<br /><br />我还以为你会找我说你今天很高兴之类的...<br />我没有想到第一句就插到我整身都是血....<br /><br />我现在的样子....你看到了应该会放声大笑啦....<br />你高兴了嘛?<br />我相信...你看到了一定很高兴....<br /><br />为什么你要给我希望...<br />然后在几天之内令我绝望....<br />为什么?为什么?<br /><br />昨天到现在....我不敢给自己有时间想东西...<br />我只要一想...<br />我的眼睛就湿了....<br />这是你想要看的啊.....<br />你看个够吧...<br /><br />我好怀疑...你之前一直说要给机会大家...<br />你到底真的有那么一点喜欢我....<br />还只是从头到尾都只是同情我...可怜我?<br />还是你在报复我....<br />令我能感受到以前我对你的伤害?<br />如果你是...你成功了.....<br /><br />刚才...我驾车...<br />我只因为一直想....<br />精神恍惚了....<br />撞车了.....<br />如果我死了...你报复很成功吧....<br />去庆祝吧....<br />不过令你失望了....<br />我只是淋着雨赔钱给对方....<br />再大的雨....我也清醒不了....<br />如果可以...我宁愿我刚才就真的走了...<br />再也不用想了....<br /><br />我突然好想我真的走了...<br />是不是什么都不再想了....<br />是不是不用在痛苦呢...<br /><br /><br /><br />我好怀疑....<br />我真的认识过你嘛?<br />你真的有爱我嘛?<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-1573831019872967187?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-4119364538390210462011-10-14T21:56:00.002+08:002011-10-14T22:24:14.387+08:00<span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">此刻...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我真的好想知道你的想法...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">不过...我没有勇气去问了....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">怕的不是去问...而是问后知道答案了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">答案或许自己也未必承受的了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我宁愿不问...不知道...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">未知是可怕的....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">而且...我不想令你觉得再烦了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我不要因为自己而弄到别人....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">更加不想无意中又令到你觉得我很烦...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我也没对别人透露过什么...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">所以为了不让别人察觉什么...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">还得在别人面前装若无其事般....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">这是很辛苦的...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">但这只为了不想给你带来更多烦恼而已...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">一直以来...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">就算我再不开心...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我都尽量不传染给周围的人....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">因为不想别人被我影响...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">更加不想任何人觉得我把自己弄得惨....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">然后利用这些去博取别人的同情....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">或许这些想法很奇怪...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">不过我很怕人家觉得我是在做戏...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我怕别人那样想...更怕你是那样想....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">所以我都会选择自己撑着...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我不是不想找你...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">只是我不知道我再找你...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">是在害你...还是在乎你...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">可能你已经觉得烦了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我还去找你....怕你只会越来越反感...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">所以我都没有勇气那样做...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">或者让你专心读书...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">不令你有额外的负担....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">会好些吧...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">昨晚...谢谢你的问候....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">那时候我胃不舒服...一直想吐...我拼命的忍着....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">所以只能简单的回复你....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我有好多话想说...但也不知道该怎样对你说...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">可能你都不会想听....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">而我也真怕你的答案会令我再一次崩溃...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">所以我都没有说什么....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我也真的很害怕...你会再说你很累了...要放弃了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">你信息说的...让你有在一起的感觉....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">这不是你所说的虚无的....是真实的...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">因为我对你好...并不是在做戏...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">而是真心的在付出....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">或许你看不出...也不明白...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">你看不看到我写的东西我也不知道....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">你觉不觉得反感我也不知道....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">你选不选择走下去我也不知道....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我只能让你知道...我的心还是一样的...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我伤心...快乐....发脾气...都是因为在乎你....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我不是把责任推给你....也不想把压力给你....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">因为我不要你觉得我很烦....这一直一来都是我的恐惧...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">或许现在这里只是我们唯一能感觉到对方存在的唯一平台...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">但我不介意....我宁愿是自己在这里自言自语...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我也没有勇气去承受未知的答案....</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-411936453839021046?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-77262621388977860582011-10-13T21:28:00.003+08:002011-10-13T22:00:50.082+08:00<span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">我已经没有收着收着什么都不说了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我已经坦白了我想说的东西...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我并不是要吵架...我一直都不喜欢那样的...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">是不是我什么都不说...什么不满都不说....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">那样才能维持?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">但也不是一样...终有一天会爆发得更厉害而已...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我坦白...没有要什么...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">因为我不想到最后大家有什么不喜欢..不满都不说....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">但证明了坦白也是错的...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我已经不懂可以怎样了...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">这次....我只不过是想对你坦白我的不满而已...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">或许你认为根本就没有什么大不了....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">或许只是我性格问题....无理取闹...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我根本没有想的结局又会是以前那样...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我要的就是对你说出我想说的事而已....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">但你已经一句无话可说...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我想再说什么都没有勇气了....</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">本来...我还期望昨天还有机会能复原的....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">但你根本就不想...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我也不想勉强....</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">今天...我发烧了...胃抽筋又发作....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">吃了药想睡....胃却痛得要死....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">是不是身体趁主人低落的时候还要落井下石呢?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">好几次...我都想找你....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">但我连说什么都不知道了....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">放心...生病不是因为你....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我很怕...怕的是你认为是博你同情的借口....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我不要....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">虽然我真的好想你关心我...哪怕只是一句...你没事吧?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">或许你认为我想法很奇怪...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">很在意别人的眼光...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我承认...我介意....我怕....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">真正怕什么我自己都不懂...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">或许你都不理解....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我很怕别人说我只是利用你....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">为什么以前不接受...现在又接受....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我真的很怕这些情况和问题....</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我有说可以一大班去...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">但如果真的是我们两个...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我也没有说我不可以....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">少说话不代表你做错了...也不代表我不开心....</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">你不说...我真的不知道...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">你说了...我才知道....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">你那么用功....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">真的是为了拚,留在这里陪我....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我真的不懂....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">如果我知道...根本不会要你那样来陪我聊天....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">你没有对我说过....我怎会明白你在想什么?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">知道后...我很惊讶...很感动....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">但我也不能再说再做什么了....</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">如果奇迹真的没有发生...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">其实...就算不同学校...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">难道...就不能在一起嘛?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我真的只想对你说我的想法而已...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">并不是次次都是你想那样....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">故意去发没有必要的脾气....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我并不是你想到的那样...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">因为我要你更懂我...更了解我在想什么而已....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">你可以不要说无话可说之类嘛?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">这都是我要说的...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">或许....这样的情况....令你厌倦了...累了....没耐心了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">如果走不下去....不是你的错...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">都是我的错了....我自己会接受承担....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">这不是气话....是真的....</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-7726262138897786058?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-48840485219433114522011-10-12T20:32:00.006+08:002011-10-12T21:07:44.824+08:00<span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">事情应该是结束了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">大家都累了吧...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我可以说的是....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我做什么...出发点都是好的...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">而且都不只是为我自己想...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">如果一个人对另外一个人根本不在乎...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">你认为她会他生气嘛?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">或许这些都令你厌倦了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我也累了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">可以说...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我的要求很过分?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我只是想如果你会做到夜....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">可以先和我说一声...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">令我不要一直等...也知道原因...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">一天下来...或许你都可以不找我...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">你的举动总是轻易能影响我的情绪...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">那不是你的错...是我的错吧...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">如果我不是在乎你...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我会那么欢喜的准备和你出去?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">只是现在我根本没有办法可是实现我对你的诺言...对不起...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">因为我连说的机会都没有...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">你喜欢坦白...我也将我生气的原因告诉你...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">不过你觉得是多余的....厌烦的....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">而我...也不想再坦白和解释了....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">其实....只要是你一封普通问候的信息...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">都令我觉得窝心和欢喜...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">不过你忽冷忽热....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">加上你面子书不断写的东西令我更加没有安全感...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">以后都不会有这种信息了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">舍不得是肯定的...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我会逼着自己去习惯....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">或许你已经不在乎了....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">因为我都感觉到了....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">因为现在这几次主动讲和都是我...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我已经明白我的位置了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">可能大家不楸不睬...没有争执....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">关系象个陌生人的还好....对吧?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我还没有说完...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">你就只会说我面对面对你完全不好...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我已经努力去改进....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">只是你都选择看不见...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我没有说我做得很好...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">但是我已经努力做得更好...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">或许只是我单方面的付出...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">也没有人会看到..知道...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">难道你认为在乎一个人....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">在生闷气又没有人懂...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">那种感受很好过嘛?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我还会生气...和哭...是因为我在乎...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">没关系...我只希望...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">你快乐就好...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我知道你是不会被影响...还是能快乐的....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我没有影响到你不高兴就好了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">对我来说...你快乐就好...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我会选择不再多事...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">不再多理会....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">因为很多事不是我能管到的...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">而且只会越弄越糟....</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">之前的一星期....或许更久...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我一直都在想....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">如果我们在一起的时间会是怎样的....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">幻想出来的当然是快乐的画面....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">那只是我幻想出来美好的片段....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">毕竟...那只是我幻想的...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">也不会再实现的...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我也没有什么希望不希望的了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">就希望你没有被我烦到....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">也不会被我影响...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我会替你祈祷你英文考试顺利过关....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">这或许是我还能为你做唯一的事了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">希望你快乐就好....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">是真的....</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">明天开始...我会投入我的学业....我希望我能....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">明天就关自己一个人在学校图书馆....准备考试...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">这晚...就容许我不坚强多一次...流多一次泪...可以嘛?</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-4884048521943311452?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-17624797381156863592011-09-16T19:48:00.002+08:002011-09-16T20:05:53.350+08:00<span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-size:130%;" >伤心...其实真的可以给人很大的影响...<br />不到现在我都不懂...原来你在我心目中的位置是如此的重要...<br />但是...这又代表些什么?<br />是没有意思的...<br />原本以为我不会再哭....<br />我还是很不争气的哭了..<br />而且比起之前更严重...<br />但或许都没有人会懂...<br />或许如果今天我不找你...<br />我还未至于那么伤...<br />我真的不知道你所说的是你的真心话与否...<br />是不是都好...<br />既然你都已经说了...<br />我没有必要继续做无谓的挽留...<br />那或许只会令你更加反感...<br />我相信认识我的人都懂...<br />我可以说的上很难甚至不相信爱情...<br />但是这次当我选择相信时...<br />竟然会是这样...<br />天...你是在玩我嘛?<br />这次我相信我真的伤得很重...<br />伤要复原恐怕很难...<br />我相信以后....我可能都不再相信爱情了吧...<br />你说了...把最近对我的好...<br />都只是朋友的关心....并不是我想的那样...<br />是我误会了...<br />或许我对你来说...和你身旁附近的每一个人....<br />都是一样的...没有什么特别...<br />是我太自以为是了....<br />我从来就不懂...我可以为一个人哭...<br />可以哭那么长时间...<br />我的心仿佛真的有一块大石头压着一样....<br />揪在一起的痛...你懂嘛?<br />今天...我竟然还哭到在厕所里呕了....<br />我不懂已经值不值得了...<br />我也很想坚强起来....但我真的做不到....<br />我不是要一个人来做坏人...要人负责....<br />你到底明不明白...<br />我宁愿你什么都没变....<br />我不想你是我现在看到的那样子...<br />我真的不懂我现在是一个什么了....<br />我真的不懂...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">我已经没有位置了....我真的不懂为什么我不能清醒...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">过我自己的生活....为什么?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">我真的好想什么都忘记了...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">我真的好后悔...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">为什么当时我要告诉你....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">如果我不告诉你...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">或者现在就不会那样了....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">但不坦白..迟早也是出问题的...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">这问题迟早都是会发生的....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">但是..现在...我宁愿你什么都不知道....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-1762479738115686359?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-42286317522737631992011-09-13T20:29:00.002+08:002011-09-13T20:42:21.636+08:00<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-size:130%;" >平静的夜晚,心情似乎还为随着它而平静...<br />夜晚...一个人时....<br />总是最脆弱的时候...<br />也是眼泪最止不住的时候...<br />或许对别人而言...<br />我的眼泪是什么?谁会稀罕....?<br />我懂....或许并没有人懂我...<br />但我不介意...<br />至少我可以通过眼泪来忘记...<br />到底什么时候这种眼泪才会停止流下...<br />我真的不懂....<br />这几晚我都是一个人在房间里...<br />心情低落...如果哭得出来还好....<br />哭不出来的时候....那种心楸在一起的痛...你懂吗?<br />我真的错了...我真的不该相信...<br />我希望我不会再犯下同一个错误...<br />我决不允许自己那样错!<br />或许你并不懂...因为我懂我自己是什么位置...<br />我懂自己有几其微不足道...<br />朋友问...我不说...<br />我不想说是非....<br />更怕一说眼泪就是一发不可收拾....<br />到底几时我才不用流泪...?<br />人啊....别再说你可以等...你可以守住承诺....<br />你并不是爱对方...你只是在爱自己....<br />对人说我爱你时..请想过...<br />这可以是爱...也可以是伤害....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-4228631752273763199?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-28285740759285937472011-09-11T17:59:00.008+08:002011-09-12T22:04:55.671+08:00<span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >或许...有些事变质了......</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >已经不是以前的情况了....不复追寻...</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >也无谓强求与周旋....</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >看来我的心还是比较适合冰冷的世界...</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >我不应该让任何一人感觉温暖....也更不应该因人而熔化...</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >突然发觉一点....当你察觉我不开心....</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >开始你连原因都不知道就道歉....</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >我相信每个人不是每次都只希望听到对不起...</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >因为抱歉不代表一切....</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >你至少应该知道原因先吧?</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >一旦我不接受....仿佛你就会不耐烦....</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >很惯性地就说你喜欢怎样就怎样吧....</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >这就是你连原因都不知道就道歉的后果.....</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >你不耐烦是应该的吧...或许...</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >还是你认为对不起说了...对方就肯定要原谅?</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >感情..无论是爱情还是友情...</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >只要是变质了...无论你如何强求....</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >也不会恢复以前的样子...</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >而且这也不会是我想要的东西....</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >我当然不属于容易陷入爱情里的..</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >那一瞬间你错过了....以后就是没了....</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >我稍微暖了的心会立即锁在零下几百度的空间.....</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >而且不再燃烧......</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >我说过...未来是不能预测的...</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >但我这里可以肯定对你说...</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >我的心现在...以后....都不会对你再燃烧....</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >你放心去追逐你的梦...你的幸福...</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >没有预测可言....</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >我...绝对不是人见人爱的人...</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >更不是那种故意扮柔弱的女孩....</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >我就是我....</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >至少我觉得比起那些总是扮柔软的人好多了...</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >至少我不是在伪装.....</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >恐怕那一类人都只是对异性打交道....把他们当观音兵...</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >对同性可是脸上总是不耐烦的表情....这种人我可不会笨到和你交心...</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >这可不是我一个人的观点....</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >有些人通常连事实都还没有看清楚...</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >她们就会一味得支持弱者...错的肯定是沉默的....或者是没有显露柔弱姿态的人...</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >她们只是会认为伤害的永远是弱者...谁又真正明白沉默者?</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >麻烦那些人..别再跑到我面前...</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >叫我不要那样..或者说不要弄到别人那样...</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >不要永远认为错的只是我..</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >你不是当局者....收你的口吧...</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >我不需要别人的施舍...我真的不需要....</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >没有了昔日的甜蜜...勉强还是不能的..</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >而且是不快乐的.....</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >你...不需要烦恼.....就当我什么也没有说过...</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >就当我对你对我的好都是误解...都是误会...</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >我已经不想去想..也不想在去烦人....</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >你当我是烦透了也好...无聊透了好...</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >我已经不再在意了...</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >不要以为一个人跌到了可以立即站起来..并且对你笑...</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >这是不可能的...别对那人太苛求....<br /><br />或许你还是你有你的原因...有你的苦处...是我未能明白的...<br />或许是你人为你还不能够确定还能留在这里多久...<br />还是已经心态不一样了...<br />我有那么一杀那一直为你找理由..,替你设想...<br />让自己好过一点...<br />但我真的要那么傻下去?<br />我自己也不懂...<br />可能我很快就坚持不到我这种想法了...<br />或许变了就变了..没有办法复原...<br />心中那痕永远也缝合不了...<br /><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >以前我不相信的..为什么要让我见到相信的光芒...?</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >我应该是保持不相信的....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">偏偏我选择相信了这没结果的这次...</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-2828574075928593747?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-19721561219875318992011-06-28T20:56:00.002+08:002011-06-28T21:23:58.086+08:00<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" >还有两天就要开学了....对假期还是万分眷恋~~<br />开学后就要调回辛苦的tone,埋头苦干了啦....<br />希望还不至于太惨的....<br />假期里...还真的没有做出什么有意义的事情了..<br />除了两天是肯定教我的补习之外...<br />也有些时候做"义工"帮我姐姐教补习....<br /><br />令人开心的是...假期使我充足了电...<br />让我好好面对接下来的考验....<br />而且....也领悟了很多道理...<br />这还得托主席的福啊...<br />让我明白没有必要事事都那么固执...看开点会对自己好一点....<br />你...经历了人生的谷底....事业的低潮....<br />甚至是多数人的批评...但你还是熬过来了...<br />甚至还得到那么多人的支持与认同....<br />我也努力在生活中象你学习.....<br />希望我还真能做到...替我祷告吧....<br />不过我心想真的有进步了吧...<br />连我姑姑都惊讶我最近的改变...<br />奇怪我怎么会那么会想了....而且竟然几乎连脾气都不发了...<br />其实不是我没有感觉...只是有些时候...<br />你明知都已经改变不了...没有必要使到事情更加恶化...对吧?<br />而我只选择平静的去看待...努力观察....看的更加透彻...<br />连姑姑都说我思想成熟了..我想那也真的是我真的有一丁点长大了吧...<br /><br />有一个人....原本我还以为根本没有机会可以再遇到....<br />我并没有忘记...而是已经平静得将这段记忆缩在心里的最深处....<br />但就在昨天....你竟然会找我...令我惊讶....<br />不过相信我的带刺的回话已经令你却步了...<br />一年多没有联络...难道你真的只是纯碎的如你所说..单纯的问候嘛?<br />我不能说我一点错也没有,,,我承认是我也有处理的不好的地方...<br />双方都有错....但有些话既然说出了口就无发收回...<br />伤害是肯定造成了...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">我还未能说我会怎样去处理...但相信大家都已经不是以前的大家了...<br />至少我已经不是了....<br />所以处理方法应该还好...顺其之然....<br /></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-1972156121987531899?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-24595416478365988502011-06-12T20:51:00.003+08:002011-06-12T21:00:32.884+08:00<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255); font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >昨晚...</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255); font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >我竟然可以看一个网上作家(其实也不算真正作家,只是发表一些网络故事)</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255); font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >最惊讶的事..我可以一口气从晚上10点看到半夜2点...</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255); font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >因为你根本无法不看....</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255); font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >我也从未试过那么有耐心去看一个网络故事...</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255); font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >其实只是一部我看过的连续剧的改编....</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255); font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >但是作者将它改得更为动人与真实....</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255); font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >而且...我竟然可以一边看...一边流下眼泪....</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255); font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >因为这故事写得实在是非常动人....</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255); font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >对别人或许没有感觉...但我真的觉得非常感动....</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255); font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >这故事作者还没有完成....不过希望结局能如我预期...</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255); font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >如果不是太美满...至少也要有凄美的色彩...</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);font-size:130%;" >不然就真的是烂尾...辜负我的感动啦....</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-2459541647836598850?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-70522752760582312612011-04-28T23:51:00.002+08:002011-04-29T00:09:00.473+08:00<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 51, 153);font-size:130%;" >现在都是在放假的时间...<br />到七月...我想期间还是享受在家里做废人的日子吧...<br />假期说长不长..说短不短...<br />看我几时舍得反省一下去看有关PHARMACY的书吧....<br />是时候不应该乱花钱了啊..<br />因为如果真的进到pharmacy,那应该要花不少钱在衣服与买书上...<br />这都要用自己钱..我可是没有家里的大水喉射啊~<br />看书的速度也未免太快了吧...<br />竟然一下子就把就把刀最新的杀手给看完了啦..<br />原来这还有个系列...而我只有最新的一本...<br />没有关系..如果觉得还不错...我会逐一把你们买进我的书橱里...<br /><br />或许我的人生里面真的是比较爱自己....<br />也不会选择把时间放在所谓的爱情上面...<br />或许还没有开窍吧...<br />但是..现在来说...<br />一个人能享受一个人的时间...还真的是不错....<br />一个人...可不用对别人负责....<br />一个人...可以轻松得不用想后果做自己的事...<br />一个人....可以自己一个在街上毫无目的得在游荡....<br />不爽是可以就可以自己一个人吃一餐好的....(或许只是麦当劳的超级午餐)<br />心情就可以得到减压....<br />无聊时....就躺在房里看书看漫画....<br />这样我就觉得很享受了....<br />偶尔的和朋友出去逛就是生活上的点缀....<br />比较起来...前者或许还更重要些...<br /><br />别以为女还就一定需要别人去特别疼....<br />或许这是大多数人的看法....<br />但也不全对....<br />一个人可是享受自由的时光....<br /><br />现阶段来说...<br />爱情对我来说只是一个枷锁....<br />把我压得透不过起...<br />对我而言....<br />至少象以前一样把应有的精神都放在课业上....<br />空闲时就和朋友去疯一下...<br />那已经是非常幸福了~</span><br /><br /><br />=)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-7052275276058231261?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-69300827661154326652011-03-10T20:54:00.000+08:002011-03-10T20:55:22.593+08:00<div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 最近或许发生了很多意料之外的事....</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 处理得不好也是意料之中.....</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 只是希望不要演变得更严重就已经很好了....</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 谁真正是错...谁对?又有谁能判决?</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 人...总是徘徊在10字街头....不懂做什么决定....</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 因为选哪一条路都是伤害人甚至自己....</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 谁不想简简单单....但又有谁能真的这样?</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 我也有我的烦恼....谁没有为这些事流泪过....</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 我真的想好好处理...不过结果永远不是在你我掌控之中....</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 最近..真的觉得好累..好想时间能久一点..</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 能让我好好想清楚我到底是怎么了~</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 我?到底要些什么?</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 有些时候...我只想做的狠心一些....</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 为的只不过不想你再等待...</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 因为我也不知道期限有多久...</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 我不想在自己或者别人眼中...</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 我只是在浪费你的时间....利用你....</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 我或许不值得你去等待....</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 因为我连我自己怎样想我自己都不知道....</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 我知道我根本就不容易投入一段感情...</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 哪怕人对我有多好....</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 我想的只是简简单单....</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 我性格是如此....</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 我真的不懂我要怎样...</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 只因为冲动就开始...那只会带来更多伤害....</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 到时候就真的是不再是朋友了...对嘛?</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 我真的宁愿错过...也不要伤害别人...</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 我宁愿后悔....也不要尝试....</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 友情得来不易.....应该珍惜~</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> 不应被误会所破坏....被环境所改变...</span></span> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-6930082766115432665?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-31554284404364043502011-01-01T21:52:00.000+08:002011-01-01T22:17:44.935+08:00<span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">今天是1.1.2011....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">那么久没有更新...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">是时候update一下这里咯...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">今天是第一天学车的好日子...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">还驾得不错啦...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">值得鼓励....=)</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">星期一就是第三学期的开始....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">又要进入忙碌的季节了....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">但也不尽是坏事..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">也算过的比较有意义吧...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">进入大学...感觉上认识到更多与自己性格天差地别的人...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">感觉上还未能适应...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">可能我性格不太能接受大部分的他们....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">有时候...我不明白不肯付出又要分数的你们...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">还是很记得...malaysian study那时候...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">还真是气得我说不出话来...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">一句不会做就大完嘛?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我也是不会啊...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">结果还是我和我另外一名朋友把他完成....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">真的是很辛苦.....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我到现在还是不能忍受当时你们的做风.....<br /><br />就觉得不是每样东西都只是你所想象的那么简单....<br />而且不要只是从自己的出发点开始....<br />就是因为我学习着这东西...<br />我才会对你说出那样感性的话,,,<br />因为我是真心把你看错我最好的朋友...<br />浪漫的说一句...真的是没有人能代替你在我心目中最好朋友的地位...<br />你的地位是摇也不会倒的啊..=)<br />看了也不要觉得太感动哦...A小姐...=)<br /><br />突然还蛮怀念以前中学的日子...<br />比较起来..还真的是比较开心...<br />不过做人就是要望前看啊..<br />虽然现在不能时常与旧朋友见面...<br />但是真的希望有时间就出来聚一聚就已经很满足了..^^<br /><br /></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">今天发烧的好朋友...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">记得喝多点水...好好保重你的身体...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">那样才能下次出去疯啊!<br /><br />KIT KAT....<br />不知道你最近怎样了啊?<br />我知道已经没有联络你的可能性了...<br />希望你过的好就是啦...<br />无论怎样...你曾经令我觉得甜蜜的时刻我是不会忘记的阿...<br />虽然我们没有在一起过....<br />你的半心形MP3我还保留着,,,<br />并不是我对你还有感觉...<br />因为我觉得曾经拥有的...<br />不应该选择忘记...而是记得...<br />因为毕竟这是发生过的....<br />这让我记得曾经认识那么的一个你,,,=)<br /><br />不过让我走出阴影也需要些时间...<br />因为伤口不是那么容易复合的...<br /></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">告别2010年....希望被我伤害过...或者伤害过我的人...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">都能得到宽恕吧....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">2011年的目标...就是希望自己能够更会宽恕别人....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">也希望不好的事不要再降临在我的身上吧....<br /><br />22.17<br />1.1.2011<br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-3155428440436404350?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-76605848236182025332010-08-28T21:55:00.000+08:002010-08-28T22:12:18.511+08:00<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-size:130%;" >好久没有在这里写废话了...<br />其实写了也不是自己看回..<br />可能就是拿来记录自己的一个日记吧....<br />sem brake即将结束....<br />下学期应该会很忙...<br />要拿五科....<br />还要考MUET....<br />现在还要学车....<br />又要教补习.....<br />不忙才怪吧....<br />不过忙就不是很怕...反而觉得过得很充实....哈哈...<br /><br />很多人都说我"硬颈"...<br />也就是说我固执....<br />我自己就不知道是不是了.....<br />也有更多人说我就算不开心....<br />也不喜欢对别人透露那么多...<br />宁愿全部自己收起来....<br />我也承认这一点....<br />因为有时候我真的还觉得....<br />你说给别人听...好象只是把自己的不快乐传染给别人...<br />反正怎样都解决不到....<br />我姑姑还说我这种人迟早会得到忧郁症....<br />优柔寡断也是我另外一个缺点....<br />有时候...只因为我自私地不想伤害别人....<br />反而更加伤害到别人了.....<br /><br />我也因为有时候自己一方面的想法....<br />导致我钻牛角尖.....<br />做出一些会破坏友谊的事....<br />可幸的事你还是选择站在我这里...<br />支持着我这个老友.....<br />真想面对面对你说声对不起....<br />不过我没有勇气....<br />只怕一说我眼泪就不由自主流下来了..<br />虽然平时在别人面前再坚强.....<br />遇到真心对我的朋友和家人....<br />我都会特别眼浅....<br /><br />以前总觉得别人说什么我爱你很奇怪..很好笑....<br />其实....爱...<br />真的不只是情侣之间那么肤浅....<br />爱....更应该用于家人与真朋友....<br />只要有信任....就是爱!!<br />我可以大大字写出...我爱你们....fren n family~<br /><br />22.12<br />28.8.2010<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-7660584823618202533?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-33778814798540995192010-06-25T20:10:00.000+08:002010-08-28T21:55:08.391+08:00<span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">有时候...我真的觉得自己是否真的快乐...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">最近这几天...大学的朋友都觉得我怎么好像都不是很开心...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">但是我也只是摇摇头说没事...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">我这个人的坏处可能就是...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">有什么事我都宁愿选择自己一个人不开心..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">至少我不想将我的不开心散开给周围的朋友...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">其实..也没有什么...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">就只是家里的一些问题...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">最近...我有时候宁愿在学校呆...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">也不想回家...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">原因只是我在家根本就是个多余吧了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">哥哥的事.....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">我并不是不关心他...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">但是却被周围的人说成我那样...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">我真的很伤....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">你们全部说我毫不关心我哥哥...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">说我从不关心家人....只是自己顾自己....简直就是自私鬼...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">你们又知不知道你们这句话有多伤我..?!</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">我听到后整个人都傻了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">难道我平时对你们那么好...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">全部都是装出来做戏给你们看的嘛?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">之后...我也有向我哥解释...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">他也明白...也没有误会我...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">为什么我姑姑和姐姐就偏偏要误会我呢?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">你们从小看到我大...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">难道我性格是怎样,,,你们都不清楚?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">我真的如你们所说那么没有用嘛?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">有时候我不懂如何跟亲戚沟通...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">你们就只是会骂我..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">你们也要明白....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">他们大部分都大我十几年...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">有些都已经成了父母...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">你认为我们之前有什么话题?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">还有...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">爸...我希望你不要再喝酒好嘛?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">你明明都知道这是一条死路....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">为什么还要一直走下去呢?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">由我懂事以来..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">你就那样...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">所以我现在对酒简直就是恨之入骨...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我恨他使我家时常吵架....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我想你不喝只是不想你健康出问题...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我想以后出来工作真的能好好养回你和妈妈...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">为什么你都不明白?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">喝了酒回来就只是会乱发脾气....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">什么人都骂...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我真的希望你能戒掉...好嘛?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">以为写了出来...心情会好些...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">结果也是一样...没有什么变化...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">因为根本就解决不到问题....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">我一路写着,,,眼泪也流着...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">我在别人眼中都是坚强的....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">因为我懂事以来...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">根本没有在别人面前哭过...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">我不想人家觉得我弱....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">更加不想人家觉得我是在博人家同情...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">所以...我一直以来...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">就算在伤,,,我也只是会躲在房间或者别人看不到的地方哭...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">很悲哀吧...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">在这个家庭长大...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">基本上是连哭这个权利都没有....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">小时候...我也是会在家人面前哭...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">他们从来就只会骂我"陀衰家"...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">试问你还敢在别人面前哭嘛?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">还有,,,我要答我朋友的问题...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">你们问我为什么不拍拖...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">不是我不拍...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">只是从来喜欢我的..我不喜欢他..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">到我遇到喜欢的...人家肯定不喜欢我...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">没有办法啊...自己也知道自己什么状况...</span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">所以...我有心事说的话,,,我宁愿选择朋友...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">打blog....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">或者就是听歌咯...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">起码可以让我暂时忘记我的不开心...<br /><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">学校忙碌的生活...对我来说不是一种负担...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">我反而希望忙碌的功课考试填满我的生活...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">至少我就不需要那么烦...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">我偶像的歌曲真的帮了我很多,,,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">听她的声音就是一种享受...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">很多人都很好奇我为什么会喜欢她..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">她唱的都是爱情歌曲...怎会帮到我....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">虽然我的不开心都不是因为失恋....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">但是她的声音...她的歌...真的能使我忘记我的不开心...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">谢谢你...JY容祖儿</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">the end...心情糟糕的一天...</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-3377881479854099519?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-3750868679709804862010-04-17T20:28:00.000+08:002010-04-17T20:34:06.581+08:00<span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">其实...今天真的很不开心...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">因为感觉上自己一直以来就像个白痴...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">有时候...是你的...就是你的...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">如果真的不属于你的....你是怎样都得不到...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我一直对你比对自己妈妈更好...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">不过就算我对你再好...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我都比不上我哥..对嘛?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">就算大家做同一样的错事...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">只有我被骂....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">这样是对的麻?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我真的很累了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我一直忍...是因为我觉得如果没有好好对我家人...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">以后你不在了我才来后悔就真太迟了..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">不过我一直那样想是对还是错啊?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">看来我以后做人就假假就好啦....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">真心是没有用的...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">被伤害时才觉得不值得...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">倒不如一开始自己就没有拿过心出来...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">真的是心淡了...</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-375086867970980486?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-14261740781158434532010-04-12T22:53:00.000+08:002010-04-12T23:44:05.317+08:00<span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204); font-weight: bold;">最近的生活其实都没有什么大件事..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204); font-weight: bold;">因为都是呆在家....</span> <span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204); font-weight: bold;">哈哈...</span> <span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204); font-weight: bold;"><br />昨天一点多就出门和朋友喝茶聊天咯...</span> <span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204); font-weight: bold;"><br />六点多就回了...</span> <span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204); font-weight: bold;"><br />可能是因为喝了奶茶的关系..</span> <span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204); font-weight: bold;"><br />所以竟然肚子不舒服啊...</span> <span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204); font-weight: bold;"><br />不过睡了一觉就没有事了啊...^^</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_IGO1xdUrtD8/S8M8jIKnkkI/AAAAAAAAAGA/1m-9-0e3ak4/s1600/DSC00287.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_IGO1xdUrtD8/S8M8jIKnkkI/AAAAAAAAAGA/1m-9-0e3ak4/s320/DSC00287.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5459273747488281154" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">哈...那就是我吃的东西啦...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold;">不过其实是很难吃咯...-.-</span></span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_IGO1xdUrtD8/S8M8-fvK4JI/AAAAAAAAAGI/qm8rW20nMgI/s1600/DSC00288.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_IGO1xdUrtD8/S8M8-fvK4JI/AAAAAAAAAGI/qm8rW20nMgI/s320/DSC00288.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5459274217672073362" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">这可能就是弄到不舒服的家伙...</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">哈蜜瓜珍珠奶茶...>.< </span></span><br /> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_IGO1xdUrtD8/S8M9ldLsltI/AAAAAAAAAGQ/sbNQ7bqiXq8/s1600/DSC00294.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_IGO1xdUrtD8/S8M9ldLsltI/AAAAAAAAAGQ/sbNQ7bqiXq8/s320/DSC00294.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5459274887001315026" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">这就是我朋友啦...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我们拿各自的电话来互拍对方...很无聊吧..哈哈....</span></span><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_IGO1xdUrtD8/S8M9_fM6CNI/AAAAAAAAAGY/FcrXt5-ZQu0/s1600/DSC00182.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_IGO1xdUrtD8/S8M9_fM6CNI/AAAAAAAAAGY/FcrXt5-ZQu0/s320/DSC00182.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5459275334219860178" border="0" /> </a><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">那么难吃我都可以笑到那样...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">真佩服我自己!!!XD</span></span><br /><br />....................................................................................<br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);font-size:100%;" ><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">下面的照片就是在之前拍的,,,,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">因为一个朋友就快要进去ns啦...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">所以就出来吃下东西那样子咯...</span><br /></span><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_IGO1xdUrtD8/S8M_GuvbqPI/AAAAAAAAAGo/iZEQTEuH8ME/s1600/23993_1432070361636_1229196128_31291883_2445622_n.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_IGO1xdUrtD8/S8M_GuvbqPI/AAAAAAAAAGo/iZEQTEuH8ME/s320/23993_1432070361636_1229196128_31291883_2445622_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5459276558161914098" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">好咯...就写那么多吧...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">tO bE continue</span><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-1426174078115843453?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-62871761201214681832010-02-26T22:07:00.000+08:002010-02-26T22:36:12.889+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">今天就和朋友去看"财神到"...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">哈..也蛮好笑的....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">后来..看完戏就直接回家咯...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">就快就过完年咯....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">感觉上有点不舍得啊....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">虽然这是我第一次有那么长的新年假期....</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">刚才无意中看到某comment...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我才知道原来我自己真的是很傻...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我当人家是朋友....人家当我是什么啊....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">她做什么事我都不知道...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">但是上次又信息我..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">说我朋友中对她特别不好...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">你自己什么事也没有和我说啊....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">本来我还有点希望...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">现在我认为下次就算再见到你..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我没有必要再对你微笑....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">做那些无谓的东西...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">有时候...付出真的是没有回报...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">有时候甚至是受到伤害....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">刚才见到你网上那么多照片....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">不过次次我想要和你只是拍个sticker photo...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">你就说没有钱...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">当然啦...如果有那些照片...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我肯定会立即撕掉....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">口口声说是我朋友...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">照片都没有啊...算啦..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">没有好过有啦...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">算啦....这次我真的心死了....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我们不再是朋友...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我想就算下次你很罕有的信息我...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我也不会再回你啦..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我不想和你有任何关系..就那样啦...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">哈哈....写了出来心情都好多了....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">这也是发泄自己情绪的一种方法吧..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">也谢谢无论陪我开心还是不开心的朋友!thx!</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-6287176120121468183?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-73569717276131081282010-02-20T10:35:00.000+08:002010-02-20T11:03:35.322+08:00<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">已经是过着年啦..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">今年感觉上没有什么过年气氛的....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">很多人都是那样说咯..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">已经很就没有写blog了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">现在写会就真的有点不习惯了啊...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">之前我写BLOG就希望朋友们会看到,,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">不过现在我是给我自己看的,,,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">等以后看会也知道自己做了些什么事也好啊...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">今天是初7...也是大家口中的"人日"</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">意思就是每个人都生日咯..生日快乐咯!</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">讲真..毕业后想找个机会约朋友出来看戏..喝茶..聊天真的很难下,,,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">感觉上好像都没有朋友了..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">曾经一个我以为是我最好的朋友...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">现在我也觉得并不是了,,,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">或许在你心中...爱情是最重要的...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">友情则可有可无...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">在你有男朋友时....我想约你出去都难...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">到你分手了..你才来找我..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">你当我什么啊?!</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">我不是嫉妒你拍拖..但是我认为你不需要做到那样..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">没有男朋友才会想起我这个朋友嘛?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">有时候...我是想说我对人..对朋友并不差...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">我拿100%真心对你...我不是希望你也一样100%对回我..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">至少不用那样对我...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">我曾经为这段友情伤心过..哭过...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">到最后我都心淡啦...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">就选择不再主动找你...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">你找我..我也是冷冷回你..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">到后来...你竟然还sms我说...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">说我对你就脸黑黑...对别的朋友就不会...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">但你有没有想过你自己是怎样对我的....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">最后,,,我选择信你多一次...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">我真的再和你做会以前的朋友...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">但是我发觉..你根本就是在利用我...!</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">我约你出去..你就推!</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">但是我就可以在facebook看到你和"大声婆"的照片...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">还要是去studio拍照的照片...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">你连考车都和她去..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">你连问都没有问我....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">那时..我就知道..我们没有可能是好朋友了..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">我们只是再普通不过的朋友了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">新年我想去你家拜年,,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">你就推...说你家一下就很多人..一下就没有人...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">我就问你..意思是不欢迎我去啦..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">你还说是啦..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">我真的很心痛...我知道我们的友谊结束了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">还有..我不想说你坏话...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">但我真的很顶不顺你那种一脚踏几条船的性格...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">你其实根本就没有真心爱过他们,,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">你知不知道你伤害了很多人?!</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">我不明白你,,你竟然可以和人见面第一天就和人家拍拖...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">你是真心嘛?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">我希望你真的可以改过....虽然我们当不成好朋友了...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">当然我也开心在我不开心时有朋友陪着我..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">让我心情没有那么差....说真的...真的很谢谢你...=)<br /><br />BY;becky 11.03am<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-7356971727613108128?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-34113323257852704252009-04-04T21:18:00.000+08:002009-04-04T21:30:05.341+08:00<span style="font-weight: bold;">今天是我们学校所谓的"I.U DAY",,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">INTERNATIONAL UNDERSTANDING <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">WOR</span>~</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">但是我觉得根本就没有什么interact到啦..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">还要在清明节举行..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">真是够力啊...=.-</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">去到又没有什么东西做,...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">我们自己是会员...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">又要贴钱..又要买会服...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">连吃都不给...member <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">kenot</span> eat..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">什么意思啊现在..!!!!</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">然后啊...还有个form4的废材弄到我火气更升!!!</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">她超级没有礼貌...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">何况我起码都大过她一年...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">她有什么资格讲我啊...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">得罪我1:我在别的地方跟朋友讲话..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"> 她就走过来讲..:wei,去放下书包..然后去礼堂看有什么帮忙...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"> 还是重语气那种...我想问..你有什么职位?!</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">得罪我2:然后原来她对来宾都是一样..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 51, 0);"> 表演唱歌时.....没有人high...她就走来走去..讲:stand up!!!!还要是命令的口气!!!</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">去死吧!!!!!死8婆!!!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">就算自己是member...我也觉得今年也搞的不怎么样...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">不见的好到那里去..钱又花得比以前更多....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">超级不爽的一天!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-3411332325785270425?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-85062013747652180662009-03-13T22:13:00.000+08:002009-03-13T22:18:02.122+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_IGO1xdUrtD8/SbpqycS9OKI/AAAAAAAAAD4/u03-3CCi-Ew/s1600-h/DSC00874.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 364px; height: 401px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_IGO1xdUrtD8/SbpqycS9OKI/AAAAAAAAAD4/u03-3CCi-Ew/s320/DSC00874.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5312676125258627234" border="0" /></a><br /><img src="file:///C:/DOCUME%7E1/ymw/LOCALS%7E1/Temp/moz-screenshot.jpg" alt="" /><br /><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"><span style="font-size:130%;">An American Crocker Spaniel 美国<br />Age: 4 years old 岁<br />If anyone found this dog, please contact Miss Lin<br />如有仁人君子寻获,请联络林小姐<br />Contact no. 联络号码 019-6688737<br />An award will be given. 必有重谢<br />Colour: Golden Brown</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-8506201374765218066?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-33863925347082839502009-02-21T19:22:00.000+08:002009-02-21T19:29:31.987+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">我不爽!!!!但是我可以怎样!!!!</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">全部都是我自己造成的!!</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">我知道我不应该不爽!!!</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">但我就是不爽!</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">我并没有生气....根本就没有资格生气!</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">可能有一句话真的没讲错...</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">就算自己得不到...</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">别人得到了..也会有点不舒服..</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">算啦..不应该酱自私!</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">就算以后怎么样..</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">我就算不爽...也只好接受...</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">不然我还可以怎样...</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">WAT I CAN I DO????!!!!!</span></span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-3386392534708283950?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-71473330951988730382009-01-31T20:57:00.000+08:002009-01-31T21:19:11.303+08:00<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" >新年快乐......!!!!^^</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><br />新年真是闷到鬼酱......<br /></span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" >又没$赌~电视又没东西看...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><br />初5出了朋友家拜年...</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" >话说同A小姐去左F小姐屋企....</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><br />真是很讨厌那个人见人憎葛"大声婆"</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><br />得她一个好好意思..咩都悟带...</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" >就上人家的屋企....</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" >无带米无带LO..</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" >还有用她那独特的声音...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><br />>>>YEE~得我一个咩都无带上来ZA~两手FING FING!</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" >讲一次都仲未够...还要讲足3次...</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" >你烦悟烦GA~>< 不过后来就无理她...顾住同A小姐讲野~XDXD 以下就系我一位阿姑葛屋企~ 有3层楼....10间房...7间厕所.... 大到吓人~><</span><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_IGO1xdUrtD8/SYRNIWOMf8I/AAAAAAAAABI/INpxGKcqjio/s1600-h/ap_20080803103339315.jpg.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_IGO1xdUrtD8/SYRNIWOMf8I/AAAAAAAAABI/INpxGKcqjio/s320/ap_20080803103339315.jpg.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297443867493957570" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">由2楼影落来~真系另些不同啊~XD</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_IGO1xdUrtD8/SYRNzZdQnfI/AAAAAAAAABQ/LlhRi91U9UM/s1600-h/ap_20080803103925896.jpg.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_IGO1xdUrtD8/SYRNzZdQnfI/AAAAAAAAABQ/LlhRi91U9UM/s320/ap_20080803103925896.jpg.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297444607096823282" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">望见都觉得好舒服~</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_IGO1xdUrtD8/SYROS3Jtu9I/AAAAAAAAABY/R7lztEfpLAE/s1600-h/ap_20080803104242909.jpg.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_IGO1xdUrtD8/SYROS3Jtu9I/AAAAAAAAABY/R7lztEfpLAE/s320/ap_20080803104242909.jpg.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297445147643853778" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">不需怀疑~IT"S ME AR~^^</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_IGO1xdUrtD8/SYRPLneMNgI/AAAAAAAAABw/cM59I37iu7s/s1600-h/ap_20080803104822278.jpg.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_IGO1xdUrtD8/SYRPLneMNgI/AAAAAAAAABw/cM59I37iu7s/s320/ap_20080803104822278.jpg.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297446122687313410" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">大家睇下出边GE夜景~WAH~</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_IGO1xdUrtD8/SYRPkDtsDfI/AAAAAAAAAB4/8Xhd11H7chU/s1600-h/ap_20080803104656406.jpg.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_IGO1xdUrtD8/SYRPkDtsDfI/AAAAAAAAAB4/8Xhd11H7chU/s320/ap_20080803104656406.jpg.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297446542585368050" border="0" /></a><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">人工悟知咩咩咩...仲知就系靓啦</span>~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-7147333095198873038?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6516964538735467960.post-36165979967450465352008-11-27T21:32:00.000+08:002008-11-27T21:38:52.711+08:00<span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: arial; color: rgb(102, 255, 153);">本来在别边有blog,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: arial; color: rgb(102, 255, 153);">不过换换环境也好...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: arial; color: rgb(102, 255, 153);">因为...过去的...就是过去了...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: arial; color: rgb(102, 255, 153);">所以....就抛弃了我的旧blog....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: arial; color: rgb(102, 255, 153);">原因不多...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: arial; color: rgb(102, 255, 153);">旧blog我怕写某写东西给某些人看了会误会..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: arial; color: rgb(102, 255, 153);">anyway....dis a new starting point....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: arial; color: rgb(102, 255, 153);">所以希望在这里交些新朋友....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: arial; color: rgb(102, 255, 153);">让我暂时忘记....或者...永远忘记....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: arial; color: rgb(102, 255, 153);">我希望我做的到....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: arial; color: rgb(102, 255, 153);">永远别再伤害人...这是我最后能做的...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6516964538735467960-3616597996745046535?l=beckykei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>becky_keihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742786039086344308noreply@blogger.com4